I'm sitting here watching my little one play on the floor, waiting (yes, already waiting; seems I picked the perfect name for my blog already...) for her to be ready to go to bed. She was already in bed.. til SOMEONE slammed a door and now shes wide eyed and bushy tailed.
I'm agitated at the world today... Lately it seems like Im agitated at the world every day. As much as it sucks for anyone who has to be around me, it really sucks to be stuck in my head. I dont particularly enjoy being agitated, being annoyed by everyone and everything.
Its just, Ive been waiting for my darling husband for over a year now... (oohrah.) I'm waiting for my own place again. (Anyone every stayed with in-laws? Or worse, their own parents?) I'm waiting to get out of this hellhole middle of nowhere state. I'm waiting for something all the time. I could go on and on about all the things I am waiting for. And really, lets face it, I never was a patient person.
So I begin blogging, to pass the time as I'm waiting. I watched Julie & Julia and feel like I need a project like she had. Perhaps I'll learn to cook too. Or quilt... Or paint again. I've been waiting til I had enough supplies to pick art back up, but I sure do need something... Im a wife, a mother... and lately, that feels like about it.
And ta-da. Here comes the dear daughter whining at me. Buh-bye for now.
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